...She fucks like a star.



I'm lame. I'm annoying. I'm lazy. I'm pathetic. I'm stupid. I'm obscure. I'm insane. I'm irrational. I'm perverted. I'm fierce. I'm mad. I'm weird. I'm vain.

The name's Jacy Ong. Come rock my world.

Feelings I recollect, through stories that I tell.

When life gives you lemons, you paint that shit gold.

I write however I want to. Constructive criticisms are most welcomed. Read at YOUR own risk. I am not responsible for any severe mental retardation or depression or whatsoever.

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Thursday, December 25, 2008 @ 12:35 PM
The Good, The Bad and The Ugly

Merry Christmas everybody! =DDD

Since I dont celebrate Christmas, there's not much for me to say. Just did some wishings online. Some bugger was pissing me off. I pissed the bugger off in the end anyway. LOL. I saw the little boy again, and I gave him MARS chocolate this time. While approaching the playground again, he stood at the sidewalk waiting for me. I thought he wanted to thank me or hug me or something, but what the heck lah, he asked me for more sweets. I guess thats how he got all round and chubby. Oh wells, I'll give him more. MWAHAHAH. On a lighter note, the aunty called me kakak! I'm younger. XD

I also met this girl named Susan nearby as well. Her puppies are adorable, she always brings them out for a walk or something. Every once in a while one of the puppies would chase me and I'd freak out. I feel so humiliated in front of her lol. Everytime I see her with her puppy I'll slow down a lil and she knows it. -_-""



Meanwhile while we're going all jolly on this festive day, well I bet shinyi and I would be kinda crestfallen. RENTRER EN SOI officially disbands today. Apparently they'll hold a last live called THE WAR OF MEGIDDO? I'm not sure but heck I wished I could go there. They've always been one of my favourite JRock bands. They had such an unique sound back then, even more than any just one song, the strength of their performance is remarkable.

Fans of RENTRER EN SOI would understand completely if I mentioned Satsuki, the man with absolutely beautiful vocals. Satsuki's vocals stopped me in my tracks throughout their music every single time. His voice has only gotten stronger ans the whole band's delivery more passionate and honest with each release. This would be a short and brief tribute to this band that has once given a huge impact the world of Visual Kei and music, itself. Though not a team anymore, but we, as the fans, will always appreciate the music the band has produced until this Christmas. You have enthralled us all with whatever you've got.



I'm so effing obsessed with Tablo. I slap myself everytime I see him. HAIH.

.....Lol, yes I'm in love with the guy up there. Kthxbai. Nuffsaid.

Monday, December 22, 2008 @ 11:12 PM
The New Look Part2

Doh, went for another haircut. Turned out pretty nice imo. Well, actually the cut's a bit shorter, the style's not changed I think lol.




Have been going for jogging with Patrick these days. He said he feels faster when he's jogging with me. WTF. Go die. Talked and jogged at the same time, its no wonder I kept losing my breathe. Today we met a few little boys and girls at the playground. I had my eye on one cute chubby little boy omg. He was so adorable. I even talked to his mother and asked what was his name and stuffs. And to my dismay,

Mother : Go there go there, aunty is calling you.
Me : What the hell?!
Little boy : (comes to me) Where's my sweet?
Me : Errr, hello! Come here come here lemme hug!
Little persistent but cute boy : Where's me sweeeet?

Well I got to hug him by surprise from the back. Omg, he was so freakin chubby I could hug him all day hahah. Damn, I should have taken some candid shots of him this evening. Dammnit. Oh wells I'll be going jogging again, hopefully I'll get to see him. And yeah, I'll remember to bring sweets for Ruben (?).

Thursday, December 18, 2008 @ 10:53 PM
The Never-Ending Mystery

Haven't been updating in awhile. I passed my Undang test! Seriously this Undang 5 hours business should be driven away. Not only does the 5 hours of lecture sucks, but the test is even more useless. Who would actually remember and go by the book they gave us? Geez. If people really did abide by the rules, why would there still be brutal killings in accidents? And yet, they're on the road driving. Irony is, they passed the Undang test. What the hell? But oh wells, I'm glad I passed mine or I wont be getting my license anytime soon. BWAHAHAHA.

My father came back yesterday. Immediately he brought the whole family to eat some proper meals. That's because my mother rarely cooks coz she's afraid of greasy floors in the kitchen and the clean up after that. So yeah, we basically order out and eat from polystyrene boxes. Was it styrofoam? Hmmm.


Oh. I finally had my SAW marathon. Watched SAW I up till IV in a day. Then SAW V right after. I hardly laid my hands on food, and I noticed my jaw keeps dropping everytime when the movie is about to end. Seriously I've never watched anything like this before. Every movie that comes after one another, it just keeps impressing me with its strength. I believe whoever who wrote these movies, clearly shows that he has taken a new step into exploring a wider vocabulary, going beyond horizons in producing these 5 and yet-more-to-come movies. I think I'm exaggerating but what the heck, these have seriously reached the top of my list. Unpredictable.

Each movie leads to another, with a clearly vague plot inside with strange cruelty. Honestly when I first watched this movie with my cousins, I was so friggin disgusted and I hated John Kramer. For he's a murderer. Without murdering the person itself. Well, that was when I was younger. Being able to watch these recently just made me realize how precious life is.

"Cherish your life."
"Live or die seesaw."
"Most people are just so ungrateful of living."

These lines are true enough. I don't think I'll explain the society right now. Coz it's just depressing. Lol. I'm not gonna write out the synopsis of all five movies. I'm a very busy person! All the more I'm not the type that writes movie reviews. =p

Okay so back to what I was trying to say. I keep drifting off. Ah.. SAW is good stuff! A must watch. It's inspirational as it teaches you a valuable lesson on life. These things that happen in the movie might happen in real life too, compared to talking barbie dolls shit and stuff. Loshini and I have been busy talking to each other about the movies, laying out all our doubts and curiosities. Both of us agreed upon SAW better than Twilight. DOH OBVIOUSLY IT'S RIGHT. Twilight is unrealistic, although I had fun looking at the casts.

Hellborn Ycaj Di:
but its so cheesy lahhh.. sometimes i wonder how can people actually enjoy reading all those love novels

i hate those kinda books
i love mystery n murder books
i think love novels r 4 ppl with no brains la...
at least mystery bks make u think....

Word. LOL. I laughed at some part.

I'm into hip hop music these days. Addicted. Epik High definitely changed my perception towards the hip hop genre in music. Unlike some artists that keep talking bout fucking and sex and boobs and women and money in their music, Epik High does it another way.

Saturday, December 13, 2008 @ 8:02 PM
The Little Haven

I bought raisins!
I bought Honey Stars with milk!
I bought cheddar cheese!
I bought some rose plum shit!
But what the heck, I didn't get to see what I wanted. Grr, no jodoh at all. T_T

Thursday, December 11, 2008 @ 6:06 PM
The Nausea

Just got back from jogging. I dunno why is it that I'm getting weaker day by day, albeit the fact that I'm jogging everyday lol. Something is just fucking wrong with me and I don't know what it is. Goddamnit.

Went for the Undang shit yesterday. Fucking boring. 5 hours of pure fucking nonsense. I was coping through the first few hours, but when the second lecturer comes in, he just puts me to sleep. It's like listening to extreme slo-mo lullaby in the evening. Ahh. I went straight to bed when I reached home.

I gotta rap like Tablo! Still struggling with the Korean language. Been listening to them so much that when I listened to some Japanese songs, I'm a newbie again. x_x

And I still haven't fixed my baby omg. It's all dusty and I feel so bad!

Tuesday, December 2, 2008 @ 7:35 PM
The Zombie

Down with fever. Gonna pass out soon. Awesome eh.

Like Kaoru, I'll be like the zombies. They fall, but they keep getting up. Deep eh.

Random picture.

Monday, December 1, 2008 @ 9:06 PM
The Tagged & Update

So here's the rules that you should obey if you are tagged.

1. Each blogger must post these rules
2. Each blogger starts with ten random facts/habits about themselves
3. Blogger that are tagged need write about their own blog their ten things and post these rules . you need to choose 5 people to get tagged and list their names .
4. Don`t forget to live them comment telling them they`ve been tagged and to read your blog .

Ten Random Facts About Me.
i) I bite my fingernails, a hard-to-let-go-of habit.
ii) I like sniffing my plushes, especially if they stink.
iii) I rub my chin everytime when I study.
iv) I enjoy using my mom's cosmetics without her permission.
v) I care about my looks a hell lot.
vi) I'm an oddball. Weird. Period.
vii) I'm egoistic. Very.
viii) I have friends. But I treasure only some of them.
ix) I have a tendency to observe people around me.
x) I enjoy diversity in my music.
5 People I tag:
a) Sze Wei
b) Sook Yee
c) Shinyi
d) Sook Mun
e) Alison. You just gotta tell me more of your random facts!! xDD
Alright, done with the tag. Today was a good day, if I do say so myself. I'm getting sleepy nowadays, perhaps the compensation of the whole 2 years of hard studying lol. Was rotting in bed when someone rang me! Went jogging around my neighbour hood with my friend. He drove to my house, and I had to laugh at his driving skills loh. No offence~ He was reversing his damn car when another car was right behind him, honking already. You just have to see the look on his face while reversing his Kancil lol. I bursted out giggling and laughing in the end. He looked so hopeless too. LMAO. Hope he doesn't read this.
And yeah, I'm infatuated with Tablo. Not healthy. x_X