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I'm lame. I'm annoying. I'm lazy. I'm pathetic. I'm stupid. I'm obscure. I'm insane. I'm irrational. I'm perverted. I'm fierce. I'm mad. I'm weird. I'm vain.


The name's Jacy Ong. Come rock my world.


Feelings I recollect, through stories that I tell.


When life gives you lemons, you paint that shit gold.


I write however I want to. Constructive criticisms are most welcomed. Read at YOUR own risk. I am not responsible for any severe mental retardation or depression or whatsoever.


My E-mail : jacy_sadgurl91[AT]hotmail.com








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Saturday, November 29, 2008 @ 9:19 PM
The Aches of All Heads

Actuarial science?

Environmental engineering?

Which other courses are good? Which college is specialised in these courses then? I tried browsing their sites, but what the heck I'm still clueless about it. I feel like jumping off something loh. Damn. x_x



Thursday, November 27, 2008 @ 5:40 PM
The Insanity Woohoo

OOOOOOO WHEEEEEEE!

HAH!

Damn, its over man. I feel so fly.

There'll be sooo many plans.

I gotta learn driving, I gotta get more stuffs, I gotta fix my baby, I gotta go out, I gotta watch more Patrick Star and Plankton! I might even go to KL to stay in Sexy Voice's cage. Lol.

Heh.

OMFGIGOTTAWATCHMORETABLO.

*hurries my ass to youtube*



Saturday, November 22, 2008 @ 11:32 AM
The Sexy Voice Within

This post here is specially dedicated to someone with a sexy voice. Well at least she claimed to have such. *cough*

But before I start my rant, check out these pictures yo.



Lmao, this fish is obviously dead. I mean, look at the eye! Look at the frown! Tho it's kinda cute, but what the heck, it looks inedible man. Tsk, you're not born to bake stuffs girl. XD


What a disastrous piece by this girl. RIP cookies.

.....

....

.....

......

Alright, now I'm gonna say stuffs bout you since you said stuffs bout me! HAR HAR.

i) The late night booty calls was fun! Boy, you made me laugh like shit.

ii) You're a button too.

iii) Stop torturing Wheet Wheet.

iv) I noe u luv me.

v) Listen to the songs I sent lah.

vi) You know me so well though it had just been a few weeks.

vii) You know I hate you.

Peace homies.




Friday, November 21, 2008 @ 11:45 PM
The Extreme Awe

Oh my god, I'm feeling so friggin uneasy right now.





His genre of music is seriouslt not my type dude. Omg fuck, I gotta delete his album right now. Although Aiko273 really adored him to bits, I was curious and here's teh lovely aftermath lol.

He's Prince btw.

Ugh.

EDIT//

I'm still constipated wtf. I feel so unclean inside. x_X









Thursday, November 20, 2008 @ 7:25 PM
The Endurance

Being constipated is not fucking fun at all.

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cuysdgcusdvculsyfdgvsfdgvirgifehvjsugvwir
sflhbgpiwregirewgierbgipeurghkiajbv;dsb v;ihfdsgbv9p37rty3rgf937rgf93rgf

TAKE THAT, CONSTIPATION!







Wednesday, November 19, 2008 @ 11:02 AM
The Orang Gilas

(●´┏_┓`●) ☆【あ り:
bill for sexy voice call.
RM100.05 ........... 000.00.46....... 18.12.2008
total :RM100.05
service charge :5%
Grand total :RM105.10
Hellborn Ycaj Di:
WTF LOL
Hellborn Ycaj Di:
i'll keep the bill

(●´┏_┓`●) ☆【あ り:
i'm still awake.. xD
(●´┏_┓`●) ☆【あ り:
no!
(●´┏_┓`●) ☆【あ り:
you have to pay me first..
(●´┏_┓`●) ☆【あ り:
then i give you the receipt!
Hellborn Ycaj Di:
swt hahahah
Hellborn Ycaj Di:
i'll call you later
(●´┏_┓`●) ☆【あ り:
tak tau berniaga kah?!
Hellborn Ycaj Di:
dont sleep first
Hellborn Ycaj Di:
XD
(●´┏_┓`●) ☆【あ り:
don wan!
Hellborn Ycaj Di:
TAK TAU LAH BANGANG
(●´┏_┓`●) ☆【あ り:
apa bangang bangang!
(●´┏_┓`●) ☆【あ り:
tak de nama ke?
Hellborn Ycaj Di:
tak de
(●´┏_┓`●) ☆【あ り:
kenapa!/
Hellborn Ycaj Di:
LU PUNYA SEXY VOICE CALL MAHAL BETUI
Hellborn Ycaj Di:
SAYA TIDAK NAIK MIANG PUN
Hellborn Ycaj Di:
BELUM MIANG I MEAN
Hellborn Ycaj Di:
LOL
That, is what happens when people like us are bored to the oblivion yo~
Dear Alison-chan,
IMMA GONA KEEL YO WIT MA POST, YU STUPID!
=DDDDDD



Monday, November 17, 2008 @ 11:58 AM
The Wow Factors


Epik High is a hip hop group from South Korea, composed of three members - Tablo, Mithra Jin, and DJ Tukutz. All three members of Epik High can sing, write lyrics, and compose and arrange music. Their music has been known to be a “lyrical piece of literature” and “urban poetry”, lyric orientated, soulful and often witty while addressing serious social issues such as identity, discrimination, community, unity and change as a whole.



WORD.





HAHA. Definitely my kind of dog. Who can ever resist such wrinkly and lazy dogs?

I know I cannot lol.




Saturday, November 15, 2008 @ 9:52 PM
The Win

I LOVE BIG BANG

BEST GROUP MALE & ARTIST OF THE YEAR

GOES TO...............


































BIG BANG!


FUCK YES
FUCK YES
FUCK YES
FUCK YES
FUCK YES
FUCK YES
FUCK YES
FUCK YES
FUCK YES
FUCK YES
FUCK YES
FUCK YES

That expressed my euphoria.


ONE LAST TIME.



FUCK ME BITCH.

WE ARE VIP!

BIG BANG IS VIP!




Thursday, November 13, 2008 @ 1:33 PM
The Biggest Mistake

Leave
Yeah, Finally I realize that I am nothing without you
I was so wrong, forgive me

My broken heart like a wave
My shaken heart like a wind
My heart vanished like smoke
It can’t be removed like a tattoo
I sigh deeply as if a ground is going to cave in
Only dusts are piled up in my mind

Yeah, I thought I wouldn’t be able to live even one day without you
But somehow I managed to live on (longer) than I thought
You don’t answer anything as I cry out “I miss you”
I hope for a vain expectation but now it’s useless
What is it about that person next to you, did he make you cry?
Dear can you even see me, did you forget completely?
I am worried, I feel anxiety because I can’t get close nor try to talk to you
I spend long nights by myself, erasing my thoughts a thousand times

Don’t look back and leave
Don’t find me again and live (on)
Because I have no regrets from loving you, take only the good memories
I can bear it in some way
I can stand in some way
You should be happy if you are like this
I become dull day by day

Oh girl I cry, cry
You’re my all, say goodbye..

If we pass by each other on the street
Act like you didn’t see me and go the way you were walking to
If you keep thinking about our past memories
I might go look for you secretly

Always be happy with him, I won’t ever get a different mind
Even smallest regret won’t be left out ever
Please live well as if I should feel jealous
You should always be like that bright sky, like that white cloud
Yes, you should always smile like that as if nothing happened

Don’t look back and leave
Don’t find me again and live
Because I have no regrets from loving you, take only the good memories
I can bear it in some way
I can stand in some way
You should be happy if you are like this
I become dull day by day

I hope your heart fees relieved
Please forget about me and live (on)
Those tears will dry completely
As time passes by
It would’ve hurt less if we didn’t meet at all
Hope you will bury our promise of being together forever baby
I pray for you
Don’t look back and leave
Don’t find me again and live (on)
Because I have no regrets from loving you, take only the good memories
I can bear it in some way
I can stand in some way
You should be happy if you are like this
I become dull day by day

Oh girl I cry, cry
You’re my all, say goodbye, bye
Oh my love don’t lie, lie
You’re my heart, say goodbye


Big Bang Haru Haru
Such a painfully painful song pfft.



Do you remember?




Friday, November 7, 2008 @ 8:17 PM
The Wear&Tear of YcajGno

Sprained my foot or ankle or something like that this evening.

Fatigue's getting to me.

My dark circles are becoming more obvious than before.

I look dead.

There's still one thing I gotta fix.

EDIT

Lol, talked to Chong Ren on the phone for like more than an hour? Damnn, I laughed like so much hahaha. We ended up talking bout our results, the Andrew Fucking Choo tips, sex, and more. Hahah, such a nice person to talk to. But sadly he'll be going for NS. Oh damnn.



Thursday, November 6, 2008 @ 11:58 PM
The Very Few Things Mattered

Whats up?

Haven't made any posts in awhile due to the painstaking effort we've been putting for the war next week. Next fucking Tuesday.

And after that all, it'll be over.

"Selepas anda menerima Sijil Berhenti Sekolah anda, anda tidak lagi menjadi pelajar sekolah ini."

Whoa, that hurt.

My last day was on Wednesday. It was spent in a rather sad way I guess. We all didn't want to step any foot - left or right - outta this school. There's just more things outside to endure, but we all knew the future is just a part of a greater plan. Please let it be for all of us.

Can't believe I've spent five years here. It seemed like I was still the innocent naive Jacy Ong, whose eyes were only starting to open to see the world. And guess what? I'm really gonna see the world in a whole new perspective after my form5. A moment of realisation and growing up hit me. Damn.

Anyways, enough said. Wish me luck guys. I'll really need that with me throughout the whole of November.

With love.



Sunday, November 2, 2008 @ 1:06 PM
The New Sheeeet

Woke up incredibly early this morning. Thanks to someone who keeps giving me morning calls. Aw. :3 Went for dim sum with parents after. Then I became a hoe in the car.





RANDOM!



Waitt, is this Mitsubishi label supposed to be on a typical Proton car? Saw it in JJ and I just had to get closer to it. Super fly my ass.


My hands scare me sometimes.


Is this what you call that lanci look? o-O

Andddd a video for someone!


She can't get enough, she's addicted to ma luv~




Saturday, November 1, 2008 @ 2:00 PM
The Psychology Disfunction

Its November. Wow.

11 more days.

Dang.

I'm starting to freak out. The outside world is so cold. I can't get warmth like this anywhere else. But oh well, life's like that. Memories will still remain for sure.

And my father would be leaving for Peru soon, escorting our Pak Lah there with some other officers. I feel crestfallen. I won't let you down. I promised myself.

EDIT

Dir en grey's Inconvenient Ideal left me speechless.